Wednesday, May 23, 2012
You know how some people pretty much make careers of being professional college students?
Yeah. I am not one of those people.
I miss working so much.
And this is not one of those instances where college kids decide they don't want to be in school anymore, so they set out into the real world to get a job and while working realize they miss school, so they go back. And then once they're in school they miss working. Continue this vicious cycle to degree-town.
I'm not one of those. I didn't miss school when I was working. I liked working. Then I went back to school because I missed performing and it was sort of a means to an end. I also knew I needed a degree to do anything worthwhile with my future. But I never, ever missed school.
Now that I'm in school I hate it even more. I fantasize about my old office in Redding. I had an amazing spring break because I worked for most of it. That's when I feel happy and useful.
The problem is that I feel happy when I have a good performance, too. Though, it has been a while since that has happened.
This semester was awful. This semester raped, pillaged, and molested its way through my entire being. I have 15 hours left until I'm done for three months and I couldn't be happier. If I could quit now, I would. That's how much I don't like school right now.
Not that I've ever liked it.
At this point I'm going to turn in my final projects tomorrow, come home, and sleep for three days.
Posted by Bad Little Bunny at Wednesday, May 23, 2012