Saturday, November 26, 2011

Giving Up.

I tried.

I tried so hard to let down my walls.  I tried to let him in.  I tried to allow him some semblance of intimacy; as much as I could manage.

But, even though he demanded those things of me, he didn't give me anything in return.

Except friendship. 

And that is not the kind of friendship I generally have with people. 

He will never be as close to me as Churro.  Not even remotely like Oose, Coyote, or Button.  He doesn't understand the way I forge friendships with people.  Not only did he go about it the wrong way, but he also doesn't know how to exert the right kind of effort.

I will never trust him.

Therefore, I'm done trying.

This is why I don't date. 


  1. Wrong guy, and wrong time. Don't give it too much thought. I'm glad you had an otherwise pleasant weekend though. :3

  2. So true. I'll be over it soon. :) it was great to be with my family. I didn't realize how much I missed them.