Friday, November 11, 2016

Terrible Year.

This has been the worst year I have ever experienced.  Worse than probably a five year block combined.

I hold out a small bit of hope for 2017, but at this point I'm just concerned it will keep getting worse.

I'm so tired of losing people I love.  I'm tired of losing bits of myself.  I'm tired of not being able to keep up with simple parts of life.

I feel as though I hit rock bottom and then the walls began pressing in, too.  I can only hope there is nowhere to go from here but up.

I have never wanted so much in my entire life to just give up.

2 comments:

  1. Don't give up, never give up, take it from someone who has hit rock bottom multiple times in my own life, it's a roller coaster, you can't truly enjoy the good times without going through the bad ones.

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  2. Post from: Thursday, February 2, 2012

    And So It Continues.

    "Sometimes I genuinely fear that neither of us will ever be able to have a relationship with someone else without cheating on that person with each other.

    I hate cheating. And I'm afraid of him and of the idea of being with him. As I should be, judging by our past together. But neither of us has dated someone else since we met without cheating on that person. With each other."

    Maybe karma is coming back your direction. It's obvious that someone has been hurt by your cheating. Cheating will damage someone for life. I've been cheated on and I can tell you it's one of the worst feelings anyone can ever experience. Learn from your mistakes and better yourself with the knowledge you retain.

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