tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post2054000277964732518..comments2023-06-02T03:12:26.548-07:00Comments on Bad Little Bunny: That's All Over.Bad Little Bunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16389298200200131807noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post-9094480039958783842012-12-28T12:36:12.775-08:002012-12-28T12:36:12.775-08:00Oooh... That's exciting! Well, kinda. I mea...Oooh... That's exciting! Well, kinda. I mean, you're in Corning; that's not really exciting. But Corning is so close to the freeway and I'll be on the freeway. If I don't bring my cats we can meet for lunch or something. It's just harder to stop with them because I already feel so bad they're stuck in the car. But you'll be RIGHT THERE, so I'll have to stop at some point. Yay!Bad Little Bunnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16389298200200131807noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post-23976285600494658022012-12-24T03:13:36.897-08:002012-12-24T03:13:36.897-08:00I'm really glad you are happy. That makes me s...I'm really glad you are happy. That makes me smile...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post-76772559179510178172012-12-21T21:41:07.862-08:002012-12-21T21:41:07.862-08:00You know what I was just thinking? Next semester I...You know what I was just thinking? Next semester I will most likely be spending my life in Corning because of my new placement, and that's like halfway to Redding. So, if you happen to be home any time during the semester, I could make a trip up leaving from Corning, or we could meet in Corning or something. <br /><br />A girl can hope ;) Pattyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01529379369217094218noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post-30806268259067436892012-12-20T11:44:37.051-08:002012-12-20T11:44:37.051-08:00Thanks, Patty. :) It's not just the ped clas...Thanks, Patty. :) It's not just the ped classes. It's the performance stuff and all the work I have to put into performing. Most of all, it's how far I'd have to be from my family and the fact that to be a performer I have to really put myself into my performances and I'm not cocky enough to be able to handle that level of rejection day in and day out. Every time I didn't get something I auditioned for I would take it personally. Especially because I have this intense desire to be the best at everything. I plan to finish out my degree and then if I decide I want to perform sometimes I'll have it. But I realized that music doesn't make me feel competent anymore because I'm really bad at theory and being vulnerable. Also, I really don't want to have to depend on performing as a source of income because it's not very dependable. And if I tried to make a career of it I couldn't think about starting to have a family for at least another decade. When I started actually thinking about all of these things I realized that even though I like singing and it's what got me back into school, etc., it's just not my life anymore. That's who I was as a teenager and while I would really like to relive some of those experiences, it will never be the same. And I'm actually okay with that.<br /><br />Haha! I'm relieved to be with someone who isn't a douche, too! Seriously, though. He treats me like a princess. It's incredible.<br /><br />I wish I had more time to post during school. I think about it, then I fall asleep. :( I've already been thinking about that. If I can afford the trip down or figure out a ride, I would love to come visit! I feel bad that I haven't made it down to see you yet.Bad Little Bunnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16389298200200131807noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4317278191747043371.post-21831270666040787532012-12-17T09:39:06.071-08:002012-12-17T09:39:06.071-08:00That's the thing about college--it has this wa...That's the thing about college--it has this way of ruining fields we love. I am absolutely passionate about education and becoming a teacher, but I have had entire years where my classes were so awful that I wanted to run for the hills. Hell, this semester makes me want to give up. The reason I never do is because of the end result. I know that my end result is going to be me in a classroom doing what I love and not fretting over all of the horrific Ped classes I took. <br /><br />I wish that music could be the same for you. I hate to see you give it up. It's SO sad to me that you no longer love or feel adequate at something that has carried you so far. But it's your life, and only know how what's best for you, so I support whatever it is you decide to do!<br /><br />As for this man, it sounds wonderful! I am so happy for you. I can't tell you what a relief it is to see you so happy with someone who isn't that douche. YAY!<br /><br />keep posting, I miss chatting! And maybe stop by Chico this winter? ;) Pattyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01529379369217094218noreply@blogger.com